blue girl bites back

Being an artist needs to be entrapped on your own world.

Someone says that an artist must not see the real world, for thus he creates his own.

Maybe he has his point. But there are certain fields that tackles about reality just like being a socialist, but in other means, in expressing the art, you need to make an out of this world thing. It must not be mundane, so that you can draw people towards you…

Well maybe for the first time, I’m going to face the fact that me, as an artist should go ahead and take my own path. Thinking of myself and only myself.

It maybe selfishness, but taking as a good form.

I just hope I could get to the right track…

Well there goes. Starting today, I’ll stay at home, start to work on my portfolios. Coz, porfolios, brings you to life.

As for my dramatic title. I will retire, to the real world and isolate for my own good. I will create my own world, more beautiful, so beautiful that people will struggle to get drawn in my world.

Mark my words.

(yey! I learned how to bluff lol. sa ngeon, bluff palang yan pero pagdating ng panahon…)

When will my days be as colorful as the movies, comics and books I’m reading?

Well it was answered since a ragged man came to my life. jk

It’s not that ragged, he says its his style. lol.

We can never get enough of each other. The only problem is that the sun cellular disconnects every 15 seconds. My cellphone is all sweaty and hot from my grip. We really like talking to each other. Yeah nakahanap ka ng kausap lol.

As of now, we have artist dreams. Right now, it seems that money is also an obstacle to our life, we should have been married now. Graduate na ako/ No joke. We love each other that much, well baka sa simula lng yan, pero go on parin we dont helluva care. But I love how we both are financially broke. Eating burgers everyday is really unhealthy plus, the kariman curry can bring a lot of cholesterol. Skyflakes for lunch? WHat the? Joke. No No, I’m not saying any names. I wonder who does those things? Maybe he’s the guy who never really care about society. He don’t care about what’s hot but ofcourse he’s at the same time aware on what’s happening around. He just don’t get that mixed up that much because mainstream is really not a reasonable thing to get into. SO what if people don’t like you. Yeah you can’t please everybody. That guy will say what he likes to say, he may grow a beard all over his face if he like. I don’t know. Is taht cool? Totally introverted.  But then when you talk to him, he’s like gonna answer everything. lol. The truth about this guy is that, he didnt finished college, but has a job. He lives on his own and doesnt ask baon from his family back in palawan. Kaya naghihirap hehe. Mcnut? Pero sabi nila kapag kuripot daw madaling yumaman. wtf. I dont care. When I thnik of the instances, when your inlove, you get blind for love is blind. He promises that If he had enough money everything will be forfeited. Well, I dont need money, mayaman ako hohoho. Joke. I just love you and our conversations honey, It is enough. Pero pagnaghihirap na walang sawang bangayan na yan! lol. Parang drama na sa maalala mo kaya.  Well this is my perception of you. I think somehow I know you more. That’s a good thing. I really like how he does art digitally, the colors are striking and really heartedly. He is gaining money from what he likes to do. Isn’t that cool? But this blog is about this guy that I love, not money. Well, well, I recall a time when I ask him to go with me in my Singles for Christ meeting. Where we supposed to have a painting fund raising project and when my fellow sister read a book about D and goliath and prayers. I looked at him, he seem to have a smoke in his back, Oh he’s burning. lol. He seems to be an agnostic. But I dont care, aslong as he isn’t trying to make me one. We have different belief, but then, if you are gonna choose one. Beliefs or your lover? Lover of course. But then Jesus or your lover? O_O/? pass… But I know God understands me, I even thought that he’s what God has sent for me, A God’s gift. But an agnostic? Well at least not an atheist. I know he’s GG. Why is he a GG? Well he still accepted me even I made a very bad mistake. I’m very thankful. But then he dont pray at night or even thanking God. Is he? I dont care I love him, I’ll just pray for him lol. That doesn’t even matter really. Well, this blog is really for him. I can’t never thank him enough. He’s my sunshine although he looks like a guy from the darkside just kidding. He doesnt look that way. He looks like from f4, no fpoor. Jk honey. Well, btw, we dont have any monthsary. We like to be different. lol. We still havent got money to give gifts for each other. Whaddaya say we are cheap? I dont care. di kami maluho. We are not materialistic. Hani ung pinabibili ko seong prada bag at signature summer dress huh? Pag di mo ko binigyan nyan, bubugbugin kita joke lol. Well, I really enjoy how we are right now. Getting into our colorful artsy fartsy dream. Right now, I’m doing sum comics. And he? Making condom instructions? wtf? Well, sooner or later, I’ll be working on a cubicle. Doing some flash media. I want to take a light jobs first, so that I can still work on more portflios and do what I want to do in my computer reborn! While he, planning to buy his own desktop pc. Gudluck huni.

There goes the adventures of two artist lovers. Broke, happy and has a world of its own!

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I can live on the house with no kitchen with him. I can just live on slum area with him. I can eat nothing and just stare at him. People can throw stone at us, I will throw stones back at them too! The only thing I can’t take is a day without talking or reaching to him.

sweet stuff?

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Well, to the guys who wants to take me away from him? Sorry I have no time for you. (waw feelingera) I’m all his! Kulang nlng lagyan ng label. lol. I’m Erick rabang’s property, says my heart and all the rest of my organs. lol.

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G’nyt.

Have you watch the anime series and the movie or read the manga of detroit metal city?

Just secretly escaping from my work, I enjoyed watched an episode of DMC. It certainly will never fail you to laugh! I assure you that haha. Its a story about a peace loving young boy aspiring to be a pop rock vocalist/guiatrist whatever he’s name. But Instead of having a beatles like band he end up being the frontman of this band DMC! A grunge metal band that sings about RAPERAPERAPE. lol./

basta just search it in mysouju.com ^^

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