blue girl bites back

mirror

what the hell is self control

Why sometimes it becomes a foreign word

I thought I can make things right

But suddenly It brings me fright

Do you find it odd

that you were not as strong as you once thought?

You knew yourself more than anyone else?

But no.

You act the opposite.

Self control and your self

Suddenly, you never knew that

Suddenly, you never knew what you see in the mirror

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other word for LOATHE

there are people you must hate

in order to love yourself

Even if they beg for mercy or forgiveness

in order to protect yourself,

for they might do it again, second time in a row

So whats the use of forgiveness? (cut)

Maybe, it’s not wrong to hate

but it is wrong to live in misery

If that hate eats you whole, it affects yourself, it brings you suffering

it is misery.

But what happen to forgiveness?

Maybe not now, maybe not now.

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Love is a long gamble

Love is pain

Love is gain

Love can be gain with pain

Love is pain with no gain

Love is gaining pain

Pain is gain is love

Gain is love and pain

Winner takes all,

Lottery

Poker

BUnot bunutan

Sayang barya, pera salapi

cause love

is a gamble

Sayang ang effort, at pagmamahal

bcoz love is a gamble

// If love is a gamble, Gambling is bad, love is bad?//

No! illegal GAMBling is bad, illegal love is bad

So when is love ILLEGAL?

alam mu na di ba?

KAbit, may asawa

when is gambling legal?

lotto,  Pagcor

its just the same, its hard to win

its Bleak

(= . -)

un walang kwentang logic.

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No.

I dont know.

I dont have the answers.

I just want to pray.

I want to do everything. Kht maging katulong nya.

ampota. punyeta. putangina.

bumabalik nanaman sa dating problema.

I have to do something that i have never done before.

In order to break this circle.

I think all I can do is wait.

Have patience.

Pray, act, believe.

Do everything I can to make things right.

hAve faith, ignore this sad feeling.

Because faith is more than a feeling.

I will have faith that everything will be allright once again.

Good night, adieu