blue girl bites back

Hi and hello ringing bells!

 

Lately, I met this weird guy. Yeah, you can tell that he is different by his gestures. Well i think he sure fits my attitude. We can live even we just talk. Or even if we just walk. We can be happy even without efforts. That’s what I think. Or maybe there is someone instore for me? I just dont care about it, I just care about the PRESENT>

I dont care if they’ll find him ugly, i dont care if they’ll find him stupid. Aslong as he is always with me, he will be the best man for me.

But then, I hope he’ll be there if I made a wrong move.

He said,”yes”  and therefore there’s nothing to wory about anymore. I’ll just pray to God that everythin’ will all be alright. I’ll be better.

I hope for the best for the both of us.

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I hope I can drag him with God.

Hi dear losers,

lol

What’s up?

Me, I’m just floating around somewhere. Maybe you may see me just as anywhere. Or maybe i’m just at your back? Yeah at the back of your head.

Well what’s the point?

Everything is green, as green as money.

duh! what the hell are ya thinkin boy slut. joke.

Lately, I noticed… I realized.

WHat is a good person?

Well… I just remembered, my sister told me that I think most of the people are good. I think positively of them. I just think that all of the people are the same. The same good, the same have hidden kindness i their hearts and the same will to help everyone. Yeah… Whaddaya call it? U-T-O U-T-O? haha. I remember my classmate sulpicio said something that madali ako mauto. And my father also told me that! damn… what’s up with me?

-_-? do i got any brains at all?

I cant even differentiate who i will deal with or the people that are obviously eating me alive.

WHat’s up with people? AM i an alien LOL.

I’m just an introvert specie.

Lately i was hanging around with a weird looking person.

And my friend said WHOA! that person? Isnt she the mongoloid whatsoever blahblah… LOL.

ANd i was just, oh… “she’s that?” And I come to think that maybe she has the possibility to change or to be a better girl.

I want them to change… my loser friends LOL> or maybe I’m a loser myself too. LOL. Well not most of my friends are weird looking or losers, well i have pretty and well established friends too fyi!

Back to the point, how shall i choose my friends?

Well sorry, I’m not the type of person that chooses the loveable type already. (well they dont choose me, but I can mingle with them huh)

They say that there will be a bonus if you love the unloveable person. O_o well maybe somehow, i see myself in them. Long before i have changed. DUh?! I changed? lol.

Well, after you knew that this person was that person… Should you still stay? Lol. Maybe some of you not. I’ll stay? maybe depending what happened. well,weell/// my english sucks. damn haha.

WHen will i improve lol.

Ask that to your self fool… lol.

Do you think you can just do it yourself? ASk yourself!

DO you think that people like you just because they talk to you?

Do you think that theyre real friends? Just because they were around?

Do you think that he LOVes you just because he is so kind to you? (he’s just courteous)

Do you think that you are doing RIGHT in your life?

DO you think  that you GOT what you deserved?

Do you think that the people you are with are real people? (well he dont seem to look one, but his/her heart say its real, WHOAA look at that. She has bigger heart than yah. Is she an ALIEN?)

Well, if you are really kind and have an OPEN MIND, people will surely stick up to you. Even if you SUCK, even if you look so freaking ugly or even if you smell so much!

Well that’s all folks.

wut? what about my love life? LOL. never mind. It’s just like a booger. It sticks, but it is meant to be thrown away. LOL.

goodnight chaos, goodnight good spirits and good grace.

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Lord please let me sin for awhile?

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i’ll take something to believe
something with long sleeves, cuz it’s unpredictable
that jesus said he’d fill my needs, but my heart still bleeds
he’s just not physical
why can’t i see
if i look up and the sky’s not there,
is there any reason i should be scared
but a promise, is a promise, i know

now we’ve established a lack of sight
maybe vision’s the right word
and what i need, cuz i can’t see with human eyes
lord knows i’ve tried to follow where he leads me

why can’t i see
if i look up and the sky’s not there,
is there any reason i should be scared
but a promise, is a promise, i know

for what i’ve seen so far, i can’t believe my eyes
and what a nice surprise
if i look up and the sky’s not there,
is there any reason i should be scared
but a promise, is a promise, i know
if i look up and the sky’s not there,
is there any reason i should be scared
but a promise, is a promise, i know

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or no, this is a false reasoning.

Maybe its time to go back to God.

SAy goodbye to you and the lust. I need to change for my betterment.

It’s only Jesus I find, and Jesus I wish to seek.

SOrry slick, go away. I dont need you anymore.

HAPPY B-DAY TO US> I’m not comming anymore. I need to stay away from you and you luscious body. The drugs you offer and scent that makes my head spin.

I know you’ll be fine without me.

But I want you to know that I’m always missin’ you.

But I’d rather stick to God’s promise:

“BE Strong and of Good Courage;… for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go” (Josh 1:9)

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I know when I trust God, everything’s will be mine. He’ll give a damn about what I want if I first give a damn about him. This is what ya call faith.

try it. I dont know if it works, but in somecases it always do!

I remember this quote i used to know:

Put GOd everything the rest—

Remember the time when you loved someone then you gave all of your love and nothing was left? If you just love God first you would have been left with a love for yourself.

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I realize after everything. To speak up with substance, to speak up with content is to say the word of God.

read BIBLE men, its cooler than twilight, harry potter or even your porn magz!

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damn, i cant stay all holy. but atleast I tried.

I cant stay away from you darlin’ I need you.

Everything is useless without LOVE— i just paraphrase something from the bible.

I’m needing you with love, I’m needing you and I ‘m loving you. But you may not want it or you dont want it. It will hurt, wait let me count about 3 tears.
ANd then I dont need you, move on, move on I’m moving out!

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p.s. I still want to sin with you. But I dont want to have my heart broken. I dont want you to go away either. I can sin like you do, but my conscience eats me.

I’m, I’m done with broken hearts and I don’t want to increase the chance for me to go to hell. Hell in life and hell after life is too much ya know.

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Seal with a kiss GOODBYE! for the last time happy birthday!

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one, two, three, one ready go…
you’re up with the sunrise
and down when the work’s been done
with excellence industry
diligence naturally
i would like to be you
just for a few habit-forming years
laziness cuts me like fine cutlery
i need a miracle - someone to help me
myself
sweet jesus, i need you
forgive me this sin
not hookers or heroin, gambling or gin
it sounds so ridiculous, but i just can’t lick this
i need a miracle - someone to help me
myself
someone to help me
help myself

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