blue girl bites back

Mistakes i did, i did and i do. It looped. I hope i can cut the circle, untie the knot. distract the devil from helping me cave my way to hell.

Dear Angels

Dear Saints

I want you to pray with me, make me a better person.

I want resentment.

I want peace in my innerheart.

I dont want to commit mistakes.

I love myself.

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For thus says the
One who is high and lifted up,
who inhabits eternity, whose name is Holy:
“I dwell in the high and holy place,
and also with him who is of a contrite and lowly spirit,
to revive the spirit of the lowly,
and to revive the heart of the contrite.
For I will not contend forever,
nor will I always be angry;
for the spirit would grow faint before me,
and the breath of life that I made.
Because of the iniquity of his unjust gain I was angry,
I struck him; I hid my face and was angry,
but he went on backsliding in the way of his own heart.
I have seen his ways, but I will heal him;
I will lead him and restore comfort to him and his mourners,
creating the fruit of the lips.
Peace, peace, to the far and to the near,” says the LORD,
“and I will heal him.
But the wicked are like the tossing sea;
for it cannot be quiet,
and its waters toss up mire and dirt.
There is no peace,” says my God, “for the wicked.”
—Isaiah 57:15-21

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Play time.

So you play the game called LIFE

look, how LIFE plays back unto you.

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If you are broken, you match other brokenness.

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Sigh, you who is no match for me can still win.

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How can i say i love you,

You wont even show great motivation just to get my attention.

I guess this love is unrequited.

Maybe all you want of me is friendship.

Or you are too busy for your work.

I just want to tell you that, “i want to hug you”, but then I might loose if i said those things.

I’ll loose in a sense of loosing you as a friend.

But then, maybe i never really stand a chance. maybe i’ll just let things be. Hence as for today, i’m contented talking with you even in short form.