of masters and servants
September 9, 2008
Woe…
WHat has happen to me lately?
(Well, as usually, nothing mundane for you but shall i say mundane for me.)
A whole day spent at home all alone but contented. I tried to make my life colorful so I sat in front of my computer, surf the web click some links. Reading this and that… okay here’s something to take away the boredom:
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I tried to reflect on the things i want but then again, I caught my self trapped in delusion.
I lost a battle I thought i’m about to win.
Of masters and servants where did i belong?
It may be just a play to be taken seriously, but where is your word?
I said okay let me play the game i started and wanting to quit.
Where is your word my conscience asked.
But where is your morality? It conflicted.
My conscience faced two consequences.
Which is less evil?
It made a loop thinking.
But then my heart answered.
It talked small, but heard by every parts of me.
Okay, I want to be the servant of someone i want to love.
Even if it just hurts me, at least I’d make a move.
Just let me… Just let me make a move.
If I won’t succeed. I won’t blame anyone.
