blue girl bites back

its ur birthday and i wont greet you anymore.
its useless and you never wanted me or even cared for me.
im tired…? i dont know i want to be persistent somehow.
what if i call u later?

what if, i phone you later and greet you?

I hope you’ll smile…. but i dont know.

</3 i guess i’ll be forever down.

    I hope someday you’ll take away all the pain inside me and change whats written behind my eyes. even though its impossible.

———–an expression of eternal sadness that lies within my heart———————

    This is what i’m good at. I’m good at being down. But i don’t want this feeling, even though i feel at home with darkness. i dont know, maybe darkness became my best friend, and that’s why i feel at home when i’m sad.

Darkness, i dont want to see him go away. Cause i know he is my only friend.

    No, he needs to be put away. He’s not a good friend for you because all he does for you is sadness.