i justdont care.

April 10, 2008

Still Alone lyrics

Doing like you said
Taking deep breaths
Keeping my cool
Counting to ten
On my own again
Trying to keep my head clear
Go for walks away from here
But i know
I am still alone still alone
Like the day i was born
Born in
Brought into this world
Still alone still alone
Like the day i was born
Born in
Brought into this world
Hold onto your friends
Thats what he said
I guess that his friends are not like mine
I could write a list of people i dont miss
Im sorry but im so much better off without you
Im still alone still alone
Like the day i was born born in brought into this world
Still alone still alone
Like the day i was born born in brought into this world
Hold it all against me still dont bother
Hold it all against me another complaint
High maitnence
Complain
Oh shut up
Bahh dee bahh doa
Oh shut up
Still alone still alone
Like the day i was born born in brought into this world

its ur birthday

April 1, 2008

its ur birthday and i wont greet you anymore.
its useless and you never wanted me or even cared for me.
im tired…? i dont know i want to be persistent somehow.
what if i call u later?

what if, i phone you later and greet you?

I hope you’ll smile…. but i dont know.

</3 i guess i’ll be forever down.

    I hope someday you’ll take away all the pain inside me and change whats written behind my eyes. even though its impossible.

———–an expression of eternal sadness that lies within my heart———————

    This is what i’m good at. I’m good at being down. But i don’t want this feeling, even though i feel at home with darkness. i dont know, maybe darkness became my best friend, and that’s why i feel at home when i’m sad.

Darkness, i dont want to see him go away. Cause i know he is my only friend.

    No, he needs to be put away. He’s not a good friend for you because all he does for you is sadness.