blue girl bites back

SCARY VOICES

    Asleep in the attic. Flashes of light awaken me from my sleep. I look at the clock and  it was already 4:00 in the morning. I stood up and try to shut the blinds on my windows. I felt shaky. I decided to get my snooze back but suddenly, my brother draw close to my bed. I forgot to tell you, my brother’s bed lies down next to my bed. We’re sleeping together in this attic of our house.

   White lights appeared from my window. Lightnings without thunders. The red chair on the corner was noticed. I heard ANGEL voices. singing the songs that my brother and i used to play with a guitar. A weird version of copeland’s brightest, with the verse repeating only just 2 lines.

ANgel Voices that sound like a choir.

ANGEL VOICES of the random conversations done in this place, this attic. Such  mimic of words, made my heart beat faster. It’s like the angels tries to SCARE US or is it just in me?

or are they trying to tell me something? a message. Come to think, angels are messengers of God.

1, 2, 3, 4, 5…..

a flash of white light. a man with white shirt seating on the red chair on the corner.

1, 2, 3, 4, 5…..

I try to open my eyes. God it freaks me so much. I look at the corner and it was all gone. I was dreaming. I must have been half awake with my mind playing hallucinations. I look at my brother, he seemed sleeping well. I look at the window, there where flashes of lightnings.I turn on the t.v. To take all my fears away, to forget that nightmare…

I am wasted. Stuck with mixed emotion of hate, misery and anticipation. I remember last night, how you revealed your lies. A smile on my lips suddenly a tear fell from my eyes. Tears gushed over everything I used to believe in. Once again, our lives move according in pattern. Don’t you noticed that? Yeah, I am the one to blame for this sick summer romance. I decide to choose freedom over your love that you keep saying its true. Obstinately, believing that you’re not worth of my love. Despise these words, everything will turn out pointless. We don’t have the reason for reconciliation. Nonetheless, if you just want to break me, do it.

What words will you choose to destroy me?

a. whore

b.Liar

c.Cheap?

I know, those words will hit you back…